Hail to Bonnie Bailey

Posted at 08:38 AM

Ever After
the song that can make me dance, naked

Three years ago, my journey began
Chasing down with you, no plan in hand
Just your pulse, my raising guide in the dark
Just no win with conviction from the start

The moment your eyes made an introduction
I found my second value in the breath of life
Flawless to the point of being cuddly
I fell all for, your imperfections

And now it’s like the weather is slightly warmer
Hands gripped together, eye to eye through the storm, yeah
I still believe in ever after, with you
Cause life is a pleasure with you by my side
And there ain’t no pourin', in this rainbow weekend ride
I still believe in ever after, with you

Nothing compares to the good times
Feels like were floating when the rest have to climb
You made me believe in love and all the perfect kind
A real messy beautiful twisted sunshine

Emotions I gave it eruptions
We both still care, so it’s still alive
Tunnel vision, determination
I want you; I want to make it right

And now it’s like the weather is slightly warmer
Hands gripped together, eye to eye through the storm, yeah
I still believe in ever after, with you
Cause life is a pleasure with you by my side
And there ain’t no pourin', in this rainbow weekend ride
I still believe in ever after, with you

You are my twisted sunshine
You are my twisted sunshine...

it's funny how this song can make you see disco lights in your own room, can make you forget about your problems and can make you look for the twisted sunshine you've always been yearning...

Men And Women (an MRT insight)

Posted at 02:39 AM

When: This morning
Where: MRT Train

when women sit down in mrt, it must be their "right".
when men sit down in mrt, we are not "gentlemen".

how come, even if offered, women still prefer to stand up inside the train? somehow, men do want to sit down, too. so, sometimes, given the chance, we grab this opportunity. but still, we are called to be not gentlemen even if the women around prefer to stand up.

I just don't get it... Women...

deeper...
we see protests of women who want to be treated equally in this society. does this so-called society include the community of train passengers? well then, let's have equal rights inside the train, shall we?

violent reactions? drop me a curse at YM: coecolby

world peace to y'all.
Tumatakbo

Coming Closer To You

Posted at 01:35 AM

the irony of life.

ignorance is a bliss. confusion leads to decisiveness which leads to happiness.

when you did something you are not sure of, it's either you felt happy or you regret it. it's just two things. or maybe, three. you may also feel confused. but people who have no idea why things happen, should know why it happens. you don't let the moment pass you by and take it as that. you should ask. you should know.

because, i know. it was real; at least, for me.

Take me somewhere... I've got so much to see...

In a place I can call mine. In a place I can call mine...

Pure Shores - All Saints

Pathetic Me

Posted at 06:32 AM

i feel like a loser today.

i have no control of myself. it takes me lots of times before i learn my lesson. i needed to hurt myself so badly, several times, before i see the point... before i hit my head. why am i so stupid?

Why do we have feelings?

German Cut Letter

Posted at 05:09 AM

This letter is for you. I bet you know who you are.

   Dieses ist sonderbar, aber, das erste mal wir sprachen, glaubte ich, wie ich Sie für Jahre gekannt habe. Es gibt zu viele Ähnlichkeiten gerade, die wir haben und zu viel Kompatibilität scares mich. Jedoch fordern wir die Normen heraus. Das erste mal wir küßten, überwältigte sie. Es ist ein Moment, den ich nicht enthalten kann. Ich bin für Wörter verloren, aber ich wurde nie von mich verloren. Ich habe Sie gefunden. Die einzige Sache, die ich jetzt benötige, ist, damit Sie mich sich verfangen. Verfangen Sie sich mich?

Thanks to Sir Günter Wilke... my German prof. The best teachers are the ones who don't understand Tagalog so you can talk at their backs when you hate them. =p

Meanwhile, this has been the theme song of my life these past few days.

CLOCKWATCHING - Jason Mraz

Take off, both your, shoes and clothes, I'll follow.
Undo, corkscrew, drink from the top of a broken bottle.
Lately we're running out of time, aren't we?

Smoking, often, and calling out our guilty pleasures,
Let's keep, talking, anything to stop clockwatching.
Lately we're running out of time, aren't we?
Crazy for running all the time, m-m-m-m-maybe.
Let's forget we're running out of time.

I'm off like an airplane,
I'm licking your postage stamp again.
I'm using my right brain and I'm praying the weight will crash.
Who knew I'd come/cum so fast.
Well so what if a two pump chump can't last.

I finally made it to three, and I foreclose a five minute, fantasy.
I'll surely fight making love on economy/on account of me (not sure).
No jumping, conclusions,
I don't think there's no solution,
Let's get, backwards,
And forget our restless destination.

Let's live in this moment just this time, could we?
Just take one moment of our time m-m-m-m-maybe.
Let's forget we running out of time.

I'm off like an airplane,
I'm catching my second wind again.
I'm using my left brain
And I'm righting all my wrongs.
I'm yearning to turn you on.

I've been working on getting you off, so get on board.
Well how can I guess by the subject of the best predicate that's left unsaid when the matter is too delicate.
My loneliness is evident.

And its you, You're running through my mind

and it makes me c-c-crazy cra-cra-crazy.

Lady, dreamer, you might be the soundest sleeper,
Tonight, sleep tight, and build your nest upon my shoulder.

Clockwatching - Jason Mraz

Where Did I Go Wrong?

Posted at 07:36 AM

bakit ako nagkaganito? nakakaloko. hindi na ko marunong mag-isip. sugod na lang nang sugod. akala mo, tama pa rin yung ginagawa nya. sobrang desperado. nagmumukhang kawawa lalo.

sa susunod... (hay, eto na naman ako!) basta sa susunod na lang, hindi ko naman alam. parang new year's resolution, wala naman akong nasusunod kahit isa. niloloko ko lang sarili ko.

o0o on the lighter side of things o0o

payday pala ngayon. teka... bakit? sa pera ba sasaya ako? siguro uhmm...

OO naman! tao lang ako... hehehehe money can't buy all things pero you must admit it, money can buy some things! hoot-hoot! pero hindi ako living in a material world...

sabi nga ng mommy ko, "bakit ka nag-iipon? ubusin mo lang lahat ng pera mo hanggang sa susunod na sweldo." in short, "wag mo akong tipirin, anak..."

lesson learned: reading between the lines is a wise man's act but don't read too much into the words. assumptions can kill relationships. bow.