i was lost.

Posted at 04:56 AM

last friday, nagpunta kami oktoberfest, sa megamall. tapos, i made a vow to myself (lam nyo yung vow, yung parang promise na madalas sinasabi pag nagsisisi...) na hindi na ko pupunta dun pag octoberfest! 3 words: pawis, baho, jologs. nuf said.




last saturday, naligaw ako sa divisoria. binigyan lang kasi ako ng sketch nung groupmate ko sa design kung pano papunta sa kanila. masaya maligaw. 12nn sa gitna nang nagsisiksikan. kung ramp models lang yung mga yun, ayos lang. pero hindi eh. ang babaho taena!!! ang sarap magmura!!!



napanaginipan ko si mama kitchie. kaso malaswa yung nangyayari... yoko ikwento.




nag-usap kami ni kuya darwin (3rd degree cousin, hehehe) manager ng sandwich and sick cycle mind. plano ko kasi mag-host ng gig ang org ko sa mapua featuring those bands. tapos yung proceeds mapupunta sa outreach program namin. para akong "ang huwaran na dapat tularan" (yan pla yung plaque na meron mommy ko). naisip ko kagabi yung cool na title. sandwich for the kids. kaso mukang corny yata... suggest nga kayo.
tuesdays with morrie VERTIGO /u2

Gig Sked

Posted at 12:45 PM

yeah! i wanna see her live... and naked...


KITCHIE NADAL! (NOT AGAIN)

NOVEMBER
o7 SM iloilo
10 Tower TBS location
11 SM MArilao
13 SM Sucat
13 POP k TO Folk Arts Theater
18 SM Baguio
19 SM Fairview
20 KCC Mall General Santos / Davao
23 Tentative On Stage Greenbelt Web Awards
25 Club Centro Libis 10pm
26 SM MAnila
26 Elements Bar Greenbelt
26 MYX MO!
27 NU 107 9am chat
27 AXN Event
28 89.9 TM 5-7pm
28 99.5 RT 9-10pm

i'm sad dammit!

Posted at 12:57 PM

i shud be joining this AMAZING RACE tomorrow. but sadly, nagback-out mga ka-group ko.

the race starts at 8am sunday, sa mapua grounds. badtrip! sobrang excited na ko, meron ako ka-org bumili ng map ng manila. gusto manalo. kasi inde naman buong mundo yung race, inde kaya ng powers nung host organization sa skul yun. cheap kasi sila. heheheh **peace** ang budget per group: 100 pesos.

nagreklamo ako nung nalaman ko yung budget...
"pano po yung mga mayayaman cyempre magta-taxi sila and they will surely win..." ang reply saken ni tim, "hindi naman malayo, within the vicinity lang..." so naisip ko, parang intramuros lang yung race. ano yun?! parang takbuhan lang gagawin namin so mapupunta lang sa pagbabayad ng pedicab yung 100.

hindi ko naman habol manalo. i think it's fun. kaso badtrip talaga, wala na ko kagroup and kanina yung last minute registration. awwwwwwwwwww!!!



tagal ko na gusto talaga sumali sa amazing race. kahit manila area lang, papatulan ko na!

kaso wala na ko magagawa...

grieve with me...


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chek nyo yung pic ako yung naka-yellow ron. (nung nanaginip kasi akong nakasali raw ako, naka-yellow ako. baka ako yun.)
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amazing race theme song

lagi na lang tulog

Posted at 11:22 AM

di ko lam bakit ambilis ko antukin. sa bus. sa kama. sa kama ng ibang bahay. sa skul. siguro dahil inde ako mahilig sa coffee?
coffee and tv - blur

minumulto moi

Posted at 09:10 AM

inde naman siguro galit si usher sa american music awards noh? hinakot lahat... in one r&b category the nominees are usher, alicia keys and prince. when usher won he said, "this is also for you, alicia!" so it means, si prince lang ang natalo?

***

ever felt like someone's coming back to hunt you? or haunt you? there are things that happened before. some, we try to forget. but, some will never be forgotten especially if you are being reminded. dem! the most uncompromising position (siguro) is when your ex is reading your past love letters. it's so damn awkward!

***

you guys shud see "the incredibles" it's either you find it cute or you find it cool. "... slowly... no run now.... slow... just second place... "

***

can you really say that you love someone even if you don't trust him? i mean, come on. can you really? *sighs*

***

astig spongecola! but their album.
jeepney - spongecola

JEEPNEY sponge cola

Posted at 09:21 AM

Bumaba ako sa jeepney
Kung saan tayo'y dating magkatabi
Magkahalik ang pisngi nating dal'wa
Nating dalawa


Panyo mo sa aking bulsa
Ang amoy mo'y naroon pa rin
Tawa nati'y humahalay
Sa init nating dalawa


Subalit ngayo'y wala na
Ikaw ay lumayo na


Naaalala ko ang mga gabing nakahiga sa ilalim ng kalawakan
Naaalala ko ang mga gabing magkatabi sa ulan


Kulay nang iyong ngiti
Tikwas ng iyong buhok
At ang lambot ng iyong labi
Iyong labi


Kahit anino mo sa malayo
Ay nais masulyapan
Upang mapawi
Ang lamig
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sing with me look up

I'M FINE, I HAVE A CANCER

Posted at 09:43 AM

here are my most favorite quotes from satc...


"I said, "no white, no ivory, no nothing that says 'virgin.'" I have a child. The jig is up." - Miranda

***

Carrie: Maybe our mistakes are what make our fate. Without them, what would shape our lives? Perhaps if we never veered off course, we wouldn't fall in love, or have babies, or be who we are. After all, seasons change. So do cities. People come into your life and people go. But it's comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart. And if you're very lucky, a plane ride away.

***


Samantha: Hello, 911. I'm on fire!

***

Samantha: I think I have monogamy. I caught it from you.
Carrie: Yes, it's airborne.

***

Charlotte: I can't believe you took ecstasy from a stranger!
Samantha: It's not a stranger, it was a friend of my friend Bobby's friend Bobby.
Miranda: Oh, well then we know it's safe. Will we be going to a rave later?

oh. sorry. i got tired of copy-pasting it from a good source. tell me if you want the url.
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partisan - spongecola

not enough vitamins

Posted at 05:27 AM

yey! nanalo sa basketbol org ko. best of 3. 1-1 na... game 3 absent ako sa klas ko!!!

mukha kaming nanalo. pero yan yung game na talo kami...


nabali yata spinal cord ko para lang makuha sa pikchur-pikchur..

lungkot ako sinoli yung 2 exams sa comm and 1 exam sa comparchi kahapon. ambaba! inde na yata ako nerd?

ayos ang friendster ngayon. browse nyo yung friends nyo, naka-alphabetical order na. mas madali maghanap.

chek nyo pics ng contestants sa mr and ms ee-ece-coe sa skul. click me. wala ako cnabi na okey silang lahat. yung iba lang. hehehe
five people you will meet in heaven -mitch a. knocks me off my feet

not enough vitamins

Posted at 05:27 AM

yey! nanalo sa basketbol org ko. best of 3. 1-1 na... game 3 absent ako sa klas ko!!!
mukha kaming nanalo. pero yan yung game na talo kami...

nabali yata spinal cord ko para lang makuha sa pikchur-pikchur..

lungkot ako sinoli yung 2 exams sa comm and 1 exam sa comparchi kahapon. ambaba! inde na yata ako nerd?

ayos ang friendster ngayon. browse nyo yung friends nyo, naka-alphabetical order na. mas madali maghanap.

chek nyo pics ng contestants sa mr and ms ee-ece-coe sa skul. click me. wala ako cnabi na okey silang lahat. yung iba lang. hehehe
five people you will meet in heaven -mitch a. knocks me off my feet

not enough vitamins

Posted at 05:27 AM

yey! nanalo sa basketbol org ko. best of 3. 1-1 na... game 3 absent ako sa klas ko!!!
mukha kaming nanalo. pero yan yung game na talo kami...

nabali yata spinal cord ko para lang makuha sa pikchur-pikchur..

lungkot ako sinoli yung 2 exams sa comm and 1 exam sa comparchi kahapon. ambaba! inde na yata ako nerd?

ayos ang friendster ngayon. browse nyo yung friends nyo, naka-alphabetical order na. mas madali maghanap.

chek nyo pics ng contestants sa mr and ms ee-ece-coe sa skul. click me. wala ako cnabi na okey silang lahat. yung iba lang. hehehe
five people you will meet in heaven -mitch a. knocks me off my feet

ANG GALIS

Posted at 09:55 AM

sa tingin ko, ginagalis na ko. di naman ako aso. pero ang kati ng braso ko, hita ko, ____ ko,... dammit!


i attended the bluetooth seminar this morning. i learned a lot. i would love to share what i learned but most of my friends are non-technical persons so i decided not to. joke lang. sabi nung speaker, eto raw yung best alibi pag di mo lang talaga alam.

nevertheless, i did learn a lot. 2.4 GHz... that it uses frequency hopping at 1600 times per second... it has the same ISM band range with our microwave oven... and it is the replacement technology for cables... blah-blah and blah-blah...

jologs mode uli...
pucha, bukas na yung game 3. the deciding game. sana manalo kami! eto na yung pix ng game 2. eto, totoo na talaga yung smiles namin kasi nanalo kami rito.



required to wear blue but the president and i wore orange.



hayok sa pic yung taga-ibang team.



frustrated close-up models



wala na ko maisip na caption.

TANING -imago

ARE WE WORLD'S APART

Posted at 08:17 AM

how come there are people who would only remember you when they needed you? but they tend to forget you, when they don't?




***we defy the word 'champion'***


i'm at the process of recovering my voice. para akong nagbibinata, pumipiyok kakasigaw sa game kahapon. it paid off. WE WON!



***we define the color 'blue'***


query: how do you treat people you have met from the past in your present?

a. forget. like, totally

b. try to keep in touch, in some ways

c. take what you learn from the person and just totally forget

d. what is this fing question?




***last pic from that event. i swear.***



lesson for today:

the greatest thing people should know aside from love is to learn how to compromise with the world. and i guarantee the world will be a better place.

-onad
beastie boys'

WHO AM I? I AM LOST.

Posted at 10:13 AM

i am currently under the process of suffering the repercussions of the mistakes i did. i am a bad person.

i am a bad lover. i am a bad partner. or should i replace 'bad' with 'worst'.

i thought i was smart. i thought with every relationship, it needs more than your heart. i thought it needs more than what you feel. you must have wits too. i was very wrong.

this is just probably another crap of drama to all tabulas users/readers. i wouldn't know. who needs reaction? maybe, i do.


i thought love is an easy thing. i thought it's too easy to handle when you know, when you're equipped with experiences. i thought so.

now, i am trying to show i'm ok, i'm fine. but, i weep in secrecy. i thought i can make myself feel good about everything. i hate the mentality that the more you know, the more you can say you have grown. but it's the more you know, the less you feel. eventually, there is still a lot more to know. i'm just missing a lot.

DAMN! i am such a bad person. i wanna run. i want to escape. this is enough.

i feel stupid now. i am dumb. i am not smart.
Purpose Driven Life TANING - Imago