newbie talks

Posted at 10:18 AM

geek side:
if microprocessors do 97% of their job as data transferring, i did 80% of my life wasting my time. i am a new neighbor and i used to live somewhere else, somewhere close to letter x.

today:
amazed by the new feature of YM beta with avatar, i am thinking if i were to put my disillusionment and fantasy over the smiley face.

if i were a lady, with enthusiastically sexual tendencies, my pants must have been dripping with wet type of you know what. this summer, i think my market has gone way low. this actually refers to the dry season when normal human beings like me tries to fill up the basic instinct. i just needed to get a relief and i supposed everything will be nearing fine. can anyone suggest anyone?

real life:
i'm sick and tired of announcing who my crushes are. i guess i am just less interested about how boring things can get when they already knew. i am like, 19, and i am what? still a crap whose existence is not essential to other life forms!

Posted at 10:52 AM

there will come a time when i will sing live and everyone will be throwing their undies over my sinking head.
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too much food

Posted at 10:02 AM

mommy, gisingin nyo ko ng 7pm ha

*the following morning...
" uy gising na 8 na! "... and there i was, my blood ran through my veins like sperm cells racing for an egg to be fertilized. opened my eyes, stood up, ran to take a piss, hurrying to my cholesterol-unfree breakfast. and i look at the clock, it's 6:05 am! DARN!

same old brand new me

Posted at 10:58 AM

no i am not a fan of A1, just to clear things off before i proceed...

i've had it! i am watching a.i.3 last night, at the same place and time, all my nephews and nieces came in again together like at their ages of 7, they are not going to meet again. the house was a mess! the room was like a playground! sadly, the tv is inside the room! so what do i get to hear? i hear some gloria estefan, a little bit of fantasia barrino, the annoying george huff, the as-always pretty jasmine trias and the loudest comes from my three nieces battling it out to who really owns the westlife pic collectibles they got from a not-so cheap cracker. annoyed, blast the tv to its maximum volume and i observed my mom, dad, sister and the whole lotta kids proceeding to a momento called silence...

*sighs*

exam ko bukas sa I/O!!! for once leonard, will you try to love what ur studying, this is ur major! you have to learn it, live it and love it! in queue with this, i am leaving this not-ergonomical keyboard and read the photocopies depicting its insides. darn!
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oats, sluts and then some

Posted at 04:16 AM

~yesterday, i am eating my oatmeal without a milk, it was horrible! add up to it, i am watching the buzz which featured the lesbian wedding of this lesbo who felt like she (or he) is one goddamn celebrity! they were asked to kiss and i throw up the rest of my oats over my mom's bedsheets!

~it has been 7 days of waiting for the result of the elections. for a week, the quick counts only manage to get 25% of the nationwide poll. and the funny thing about it is that they call it 'quick'? makes me wonder how many people have the wrong defintions of words...

~here is this week's top 10 songs, according to my taste...
1. Dying- five for fighting
2. Penny and Me- hanson
3. 2 Trick Pony- sandwich
4. Cannonball- damien rice
5. Fuck It- eamon
6. Summer Sunshine- corrs
7. Are You Gonna Be My Girl- jet
8. Roses- outkast
9. I Don't Wanna Know- mario winans
10. Dirty Dancing- black-eyed peas


See i dont, know why, i liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, i loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, i wanna let u know that i feel
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, i heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another hag, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
Ya questioned, did i care
You could ask anyone, i even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but i truly mean im sad
It hurt real bad, i cant sweat that, cuz i loved a hoe
Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back
~i love the lyrics of this song

~do you think reese can play fair in vanity fair? hell i like her anyway!

~what about listening to damien rice? he could be the next mraz or mayer... i think?
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i am king of rosa negra

Posted at 08:46 AM

few good movies, few good books and i've seen them all this week!

dirty dancing 2 - not quite satisfied with the ending but still, the couple is hot! like black eyed peas sang: it's like we're having sex while we're dancing...
shrek 2 - one of the funniest movies this year, if not, it is the funniest! i recommend you watching it...

nothing lasts forever by sidney sheldon nuff said...

do you think i am capable of murder? i tried to ask myself how weird can i get. and i found out the answers...

two months ago, i lost my calculator. well, for an engineering student, i cannot survive without one. upto now, i am not replacing it. i feel ashamed of how stupid my carelessness brought me. i don't want my parents to spend another one. i've already got three. then, luckily, i saw this ad outside my classroom. it was an essay writing contest, more of a persuasive writing contest, for the texas instruments to give you a calculator. i am totally inspired regarding calculators. what did i do? of course, i joined! am i stupid? i am still waiting for the results... God i hope i win!

have you seen pinocchio as out as gay. he's wearing a hot pink thong in shrek 2! you better see that movie!

sick

Posted at 11:51 AM

i am sick. i'm dying. dying to die just to come back...

yeah RYT!

annoying instructors!

bus nostalgia

Posted at 11:24 AM

first time in three years, i started seeing flashbacks of all the highlights i've done in my life. it's scary. i've seen most movies showing scenes like that then the next thing you know, the person is dead. do you think i'm next?

since i woke up, i've heard fuck it by eamon four times. the f word has been haunting me. am i plain disgusted about my life that i tried to mixed up death and fuck at the same time?

two days. i am wasting my time. i am wasting my money. nothing and no one is really helping me now. i am so confused. my friends do not understand me at all. liquor has been on my mind since last month. it is the only way that i can push this heavy burden into a total stranger. i am so twisted. i am having a hard time dealing with myself. i want to be younger. i want to go back to the time when i am innocent, when i know nothing except the fundamentals of animations and addition.

brandy, gin and libido

Posted at 01:08 PM

hirap ng exam ko kahapon sa compiler! i don't know but it's giving me a second thought of choosing my course. cyempre after the exam, there is a reason to celebrate. a toast of whether i am choosing the right field and/or failing the subject.

so much about that...

i just had a boy talk last night. a friend told me that he shaved his a** hairs. burnek he insists us to do the same. i told 'em heck no but he was so eager and raving about how cool it feels. what i feel? i think it's not normal. but it's funny.

another night out, (but indoors?) with high school friends. i didn't know what exactly have i said and done. but at least, i had a blast. instead of swimming with the entire department of my school, i sleep for two hours, and another three hours this morning. waking up defines hell.

what i like about drinking?
1. onad gets to be more aggressive. verbally or otherwise
2. onad talks two types of language. bad english and very bad english
3. onad gets sexually abused. (or the other way around)
4. libido and alcohol is very good (or very bad) combination and i like it
5. you'll get to know me better (or maybe, intimately)